I really don't understand what is wrong with me? What is going on? Why is my mind body and soul so messed up? I just wish there was an easy fix. Something that would make all these horrible thoughts go away. Something that would make me feel somewhat normal again, like my old self. Maybe I'm too far along this path, a path to disaster, in which there is no fix to. What did I ever do to deserve this? I try and be a great person yet, I'm still feeling like shit. I try and make myself feel better, yet it makes me feel worse afterwards. I feel like trash... I don't feel like myself anymore. I have changed so much that there is no going back. There needs to be backspace in life so I could go back to the day where I was happy. Maybe change little things in my life that might have lead to me feeling so horrible. I will never be perfect no one can, so way do I try?
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