You are making my life a living hell, its not just you its also the fucking depression too. Well fuck you both, yeah you are winning but I no other care. Take me, take me now. Do as you wish, because I'm done trying to make this work. I'm done with it all. You are taking over me, and guess what I'm starting to like it. But thats not me talking its you. Who would like living the way I am? No one.
You are making me into a liar. I lie about little thinks like how am I doing, of course I say I'm good, but really I'm not. Everyone probably sees it, they just don't want to ask about it. They think that if it is ignored it will go away. Well thats bull shit. I'm living proof, I have been trying to ignore it for over 7 years, and its not going away. People think its a simple fix like trying on the power after it has gone out. Its not even close to being an easy fix, I'm falling in this stupid trap, the trap that will one day take over me. Then there will be nothing left to see, just a girl who is fucked up.
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