Appointment

Scared, worried, and stressed about my appointment tomorrow. They are just going to judge me, thats what they always do. My stupid mind is saying they are going to be thinking "she doesn't look like she has an eating disorder, she isn't small enough." I don't know why I'm thinking this but I can't make it to away. I feel like my family is afraid I'm going to kill myself so they been keeping an eye on me way too often. It makes me mad because its pretty much then telling me they do not trust me... but whatever I will be through this stupid mess, one step at a time. It may take a while but it has to be done. Before its too late and there is no going back to save me.

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