My true self is fading away
Soon there will be nothing left
Yet I keep digging the hole
Deeper and Deeper
I can barely see my way out
I’m too far gone
Yet I keep going and going
Taking the leap of faith
But it won’t take me anywhere good
The walls are so high now that it should be
Any time before they collapse on top of me
What will that bring me… nothing?
There is nothing left of me now
The walls are gone and I’m buried
Buried underneath all the dirt
The dirt that will eventually kill me
But you can’t kill someone
Someone who is already dead
Dead from all the pressure that my
Mind has put on me
The pressure in which lead to
The death of me
Who will remember me as my true self…
No one, because my true self has been gone
Gone for all too long for anyone to remember
I miss who I used to be
The happy girl who didn’t have
A care in the world
Now she has been lost through the time of hardship
She was loved and cared for
And she gave it all up
To be someone that no one seemed to care about
She will be forever lost in this world
And the family who loved her dearly
Am I happy yet? Will I ever be happy?
Will I ever be happy with who I am?
No, it’s a never ending cycle
But all I can do is hope that one day it will end
And I hope one day I will be happy
Happy with who I am
When will this day come?
When will my true self be back again?
How much more time do I have to suffer?
